OK, so I've been going through a bad patch of late, you would think resting up is enough to get me back on track. No, unfortunately not, you see what happens then is the depression sets in. Being stuck in bed makes you feel useless and miserable after a while. It is very difficult to emerge from feeling like this, sometimes it takes weeks, or even longer.
My survival kit for this is
1 A good book
2 Radio 4
3 A cuddly kitty
4 A hot water bottle
5 Copious amounts of earl grey tea
6 Fairy lights (all magical and make me smile)
Blimey, this makes me sound like a miserable cow, I'm really not! In fact usually I am a bouncy, chatty, bubbly person.
My mission and target for today is to walk a very short distance to the chemist, I need to pick up a repeat prescription. This will probably take me all day, many hours to think about it and muster up the courage and energy.
When you shut yourself off to rest up for a few weeks, you lose all your confidence, and become a little agraphobic laced with a smidgen of OCD (nice) NOT!
I hope to emerge like a phoenix from the flames very soon - watch this space darklings!
If you're into your old school crystal energies add a lump of Carnelian to your survival kit hun... unfortunatley it won't get rid of ME but it's known to give courage and confidence and it is said to help with muscular, tissue and skin affecting illnesses. Hugs xxx
ReplyDeleteI will definitely check it out. I have rose quartz and a few others I think. Thanks for that! xx
ReplyDeleteLily, would they sell that in Elula?
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